| FIND YOUR WAY BACK |
[Dec. 18th, 2009|04:33 pm] |
Just had a hectic week that left me broken hearted. Holiday is here, with two projects to be done within two weeks. I don't call that holiday anymore. It's more like school days without scheduled lectures and tutorials. Semestral exam is nearing. Business Finance is a pain. I thought through much and questioned myself after what has happened during the last couple of days. Nothing matters to me anymore. I'm no longer calculative and narrow hearted. It's pointless eventually. It can't possibly be the way to spend life like this. Never the way it is. Let it be. Let it be. Whatever they want. Whatever they want. Life is too short to be true. Everything seems like a dream to me. A dream that I would choose to not wake up. It would be like a bubble ruined in split second if I were to be awake. Time passes by incredibly fast, so fast that I fear. I think alot nowadays. Turning out to be unusual for a teen like me. I'm different from them, I knew it deep down my heart and I'm extremely certained. I hate partying at clubs, it just sucks for me and I rather be aloof. I loathe to socialize which leads me having little friends, the old ones are still the best. Smoking and drinking aren't cool for me. Everyone is trying very hard to be cool by putting up all sorts of acts and that really piques me.
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